Life is tough,this year.
First,Several months ago,I got a ticket to ict after payout for almost a year.The target has been acomplished perfectlly,but I'm not happy by the time I getting real contact with the place where I had been longing for.On the retrial day,I said to myself :"I'm not belong here",just a feeling.Half year past,the situation is that we have been ignored.
Second,the whole world financial crisis also affects my famliy.We are poor,but we paid for the failure of games played by the rich!
But,the worst thing is she left me.These days I always try to keep me in busy,so that I will not think of this all the time,which take me to desperation.But I cannot forget her for ever,the only one person who love me so much besides my relatives,she give me a lot.There is no hope to find the second one evermore.Many times I want to beg her pardon for me,but I still couldn't chang my mind.The life she want I cannot give her.So if I do that,the only result is hurting her again.The pity girl has been hurt by the unfair reality so much,I cannot.You must get your happness,deepest bless to you.
The only good thing is I find I am young and the fate is still in my own hands.The de-facto force me to make a new way,I think.Hope for bright days in 2009!
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